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I don't know
I guess there are just too many things happening at once and I can't keep up.
I do have some free time which I could spend drawing, and I do have inspiration. Maybe I lack patience to finish a piece? Maybe I'm not too proud of my art anymore because I feel like I don't have room to develop and grow? I am stuck with my horrible tablet and gimp 2.7, I just don't feel like it fits me anymore. 
I've been pretty emotionally unstable the last few weeks, one day everything is fine and I have a great time with my amazing friends and loving family, and another day I can barely get out of bed because of an emotional breakdown. Maybe I have moodswings because I'm bipolar or whatever it is called, who knows. There are just so many different emotions I'm experiencing at once and it just confuses me, I sometimes don't know what to do or how to react. Whenever I think about drawing, I think about the days I used to draw all the time, at school, at home, on the bus, wherever whenever. And now, I almost never draw anymore (and I never finish digital drawings, If I even start on them). It sort of feels like a part of me has started to wither away and it hurts emotionally, because I would love to draw more - I just can't get myself to do it. And sometimes, on rare occasions, I feel like drawing - but then there's just no time or something else has a higher priority. I hate it, I really do. All the uncertainties are stressing me out so much, there is so much to do that I just have a break down and do nothing at all, which makes me feel even worse -  it's a downward spiral.

There's too much going on in my head and I can't get it uncluttered or organized. Whenever I start trying to organize my life I do great on a certain couple of things for a few weeks, before I start noticing that I have been neglecting other things. When I get too busy with school and work I neglect personal hygiene (I know, it's horrible), and when I start focusing on personal hygiene I forget or postpone to clean my room or practice the violin or something. When I plan everything out for school what to do at what time, I totally forget about after-school appointments or postpone them, such as visits to the hairdresser or family doctor. There are always things I forget when I try to improve on other points, which feels useless because I can't keep it all up even for a single day. 

So I guess there won't be art from me for a long time, and I am terribly sorry. 
I just need some time to get everything together. 

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Netherlands
Hi, I'm Amber :dummy:
As you can see in the picture above this certain human being isn't weird at all.
I'm a 16 year old girl who loves drawing (though I love a lot of other things too), and you might have noticed that I write a bit too, but that's mainly fangirling about my favourite tv shows and their amazing characters/actors.
I'm a SuperWhoVengerLockian, Potterhead, Housewife, Fannibal, part of Loki's Army and much more, so you are always welcome to fangirl with me!~

I appreciate every view, fave, comment or watch and I will always try to reply as soon as possible. I am available for RPGs or if you just want to talk, you may always send me a note. I will happily answer any question you have, so don't be shy to ask them ^-^
Unfortunately I'm not taking any 'draw' requests at the moment, and art trades are only for very active watchers and friends, but commissions will almost always be open. I do however take 'write' requests, but these too only for watchers, I'm sorry.

And if you see me rolling around and about across the floor fangirling or crying over a film, anime or tv series, don't worry, that's basically a normal day in my life.
Thank you for visiting my page, I hope you have a nice day!

Why We Love The Winchesters: This Way Up. by moonymistress


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KarneTia Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday~!! :icondummypartyplz:
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Draconet Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday :)
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Redspets Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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TheLegoFan Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birth DAy! :cake: :party:
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PokemonTrainerNaira Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday Amber! :cake: You're one of the coolests artists I know here, I hope you have a great day! :party: Enjoy!
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SkyfireDragon Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015   Artisan Crafter
Happy Birthday, Socks! Party
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aww thank you so much! :huggle: 
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SkyfireDragon Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015   Artisan Crafter
Your very welcome! Hug 
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Alexei-Nikulkin Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014
Good day to you, Amber. You've added my picture to your Favourites, thanks. :)
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Good day to you too, and no problem at all! ;D
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Ilko94 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks a lot for the :+devwatch:!
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem ;D
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Rin-Shirosaki Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Student General Artist

Very interesting fanfic I liked ^_^ All I wish to read )) It's not my fanfic Х)

 

Assistant Needed

 

Harry OsbornxEllie Jones (OC) - THE AMAZING SPIDER-MAN 2

 

www.fanfiction.net/s/10355332/…

 

Ellie Jones is a poverty-stricken, sarcastic sixteen year old just trying to scrape up enough money to keep the shabby apartment her and her mother share. She isn't prepared when an accidental mix-up happens at Oscorp, and suddenly she's the new assistant of Harry freaking Osborn. Nothing prepared her for bratty, filthy rich heirs of multi-billion dollar corporations. HarryOC

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Amber100 Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks, but please don't post advertisement on my page. 
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Rin-Shirosaki Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Student General Artist
Sorry I just saw that you are in a group :icondane-dehaan-train:
Dane-DeHaan-Train and I thought you would be interested in reading fanfic )) Once again I am sorry if I brought you inconvenience Q_Q
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh okay, it's fine ;) 
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OmegaVoidFox Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
diD I EVER TELL YOU THAT YOU'RE PRETTY

SORRY I'LL LEAVE
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
YOU DO NOT KNOW MY FACE
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OmegaVoidFox Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
ACTUALLY
DEVIANT ID
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OH FUHK
BUT THAT ISNT PRETTY YOU SILLY DUMBASS
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FerAdami Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Professional General Artist
hehehe
Hello dear whovian!! :D
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
8D Hi there~
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FerAdami Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Professional General Artist
Star David by FerAdami  
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:icondoctordanceplz: 
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colliding-stars Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hi! I hope you don't mind that I tagged you.. colliding-stars.deviantart.com… It's okay if you don't want to do this uwu
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